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[codecmoment]

Ah. I'm my own boss, most of the time, so be happy you have someone else to handle the tough stuff.

[ Mostly he's used to partners who feel desire, and is waiting to see if any move is made; he's a heated-up rabbit at the moment and feels warm and safe. And wants his partner to feel the same. ]

[the_archivist]

My boss is currently in prison for double murder.

[He's glad that worked out, getting him locked away. But at the same time... he wishes Elias was there.

He leans more comfortably against Hal's side and lets out a soft huff.]

[codecmoment]

Uh... oh. Uhm.

[ Hal rubs his back, not sure what to say or do now. ]

[the_archivist]

It's- I did mention that place I work is a mess, right?

Sorry. I'll shut up now. You deserve better than my- everything.

[He reaches up to run his fingers through Hal's hair and back up along those ears.]

[codecmoment]

Don't say that. I'm here for your company and because I... I dunno, Iris makes you want to protect. I want to cuddle and help and be gentle. You're the only person I'm close enough to that I know could use a bit of that kinda stuff in your day. That you might not be lucky like I am to be getting from others.

[ His ears flick forward, pointing outward slightly, alert. ]

[the_archivist]

[It hurts. He shouldn't let this continue. he should lay it all out so that Hal knows that he is a monster, that he serves something terrible and beyond human understanding. It would be safer. Georgie had it right. It wasn't a second chance for him to live better. He was alive because he had become something terrible, and had done it willingly.

But he's also terribly selfish.

He leans up to press a kiss at the corner of Hal's mouth.]

You're very kind.

[codecmoment]

[ Hal stays close, his hand resting on Jonathan's thigh. His big, blue anime eyes stare into him, curious. ]

Do you want more Chroma?

[the_archivist]

Uh... what did you have in mind?

[codecmoment]

I... am in heat, y'know.

[ He's Iris blessed, but still shy. And it does kind of overwhelm him, especially when he's around someone he's comfortable with. ]

[the_archivist]

Ah-

[Jon is rapidly turning bright red, awkwardness creeping through him. And this would be easier if he was... well, normal.]

That doesn't tell me what you have in mind as much as you think it does.

[codecmoment]

I... I, uh... I want to have sex, Jon. That's what -- that's what Iris does to us.

[the_archivist]

Right. Right of course I-

[There is a little bit of panic in his voice and of course he feels incredibly stupid for having to ask because someone . normal would just... just understand.]

I don't- Um- Historically, when I've tried, that has never ended well for either party involved.

[codecmoment]

I don't know how it works for you, so I'm sorry if I'm being indelicate I guess? I'm just... I'd like to, with you. I feel safe and comfortable.

[the_archivist]

You're not but- generally the experience goes - we attempt to have sex, I panic a bit, whoever I'm with gets frustrated and then angry and demands to know why I'm not into them. I panic more and try to explain. There is apparently a mood I've ruined, someone storms out angrily. Followed swiftly by either arguments the next day, or being ghosted entirely.

[codecmoment]

I'm not gonna make you. I've been... in positions I couldn't say no. I couldn't make myself say no. I'm not gonna do that to someone else.

[ Hal cuddles into him, arms around his waist and squeezes Jonathan firmly in a big hug, and buries his face into his neck. ]

If you can't, or don't want to, that's okay.

[the_archivist]

I'm sorry.

[It comes out quiet and hurt and a little bit terrified. This is why he'd stopped dating altogether. No matter how okay people said they were, eventually they realised that he just- just wasn't good enough. Wasn't normal.]

I'm sorry. I- I'm just- broken. Probably.

[codecmoment]

[ Hal's ears go completely flat, and he puts both hands on Jonathan's face. ]

You stop that. You don't have to do anything.

[the_archivist]

[He flinches at the touch, but manages not to pull away, and he's just- just angry at himself for this. For another stupid breakdown. Probably for the best that he's a monster really.]

I'm just- Sorry.

Shit...

[codecmoment]

Are you able to get, uh, hard? Do you want to just fool around a bit? I'm okay with anything.

[the_archivist]

I can. I'm not- ill. Sometimes I have to take care of- of things or be uncomfortable. I just don't get- aroused, I guess? I don't0

Okay, would feel the desire to have sex with- with a chair?

And... the kissing was nice, last time you came over.

[codecmoment]

Then we'll do that!

[ Hal immediately flops onto his back, holding out his arms and beckoning with his hands. ]

If you feel anything press against you, don't feel like you have to do anything. Okay?

[the_archivist]

Alright.

[He gives Hal a small, grateful smile and lets himself be pulled down on top of the other man.]

[codecmoment]

Is it okay if I, ah, rub... up against you?

[ Hal puts a leg around Jon's waist, one hand in his hair to play with it. ]

[the_archivist]

Yes. Yes, that is absolutely fine.

[He nuzzles against Hal's hand when it lands in his hair.]

[codecmoment]

Okay. If you feel up to it, you can touch me. Anywhere.

[ He pulled Jonathan down to kiss him. ]