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[the_archivist]

Right. Right of course I-

[There is a little bit of panic in his voice and of course he feels incredibly stupid for having to ask because someone . normal would just... just understand.]

I don't- Um- Historically, when I've tried, that has never ended well for either party involved.

[codecmoment]

I don't know how it works for you, so I'm sorry if I'm being indelicate I guess? I'm just... I'd like to, with you. I feel safe and comfortable.

[the_archivist]

You're not but- generally the experience goes - we attempt to have sex, I panic a bit, whoever I'm with gets frustrated and then angry and demands to know why I'm not into them. I panic more and try to explain. There is apparently a mood I've ruined, someone storms out angrily. Followed swiftly by either arguments the next day, or being ghosted entirely.

[codecmoment]

I'm not gonna make you. I've been... in positions I couldn't say no. I couldn't make myself say no. I'm not gonna do that to someone else.

[ Hal cuddles into him, arms around his waist and squeezes Jonathan firmly in a big hug, and buries his face into his neck. ]

If you can't, or don't want to, that's okay.

[the_archivist]

I'm sorry.

[It comes out quiet and hurt and a little bit terrified. This is why he'd stopped dating altogether. No matter how okay people said they were, eventually they realised that he just- just wasn't good enough. Wasn't normal.]

I'm sorry. I- I'm just- broken. Probably.

[codecmoment]

[ Hal's ears go completely flat, and he puts both hands on Jonathan's face. ]

You stop that. You don't have to do anything.

[the_archivist]

[He flinches at the touch, but manages not to pull away, and he's just- just angry at himself for this. For another stupid breakdown. Probably for the best that he's a monster really.]

I'm just- Sorry.

Shit...

[codecmoment]

Are you able to get, uh, hard? Do you want to just fool around a bit? I'm okay with anything.

[the_archivist]

I can. I'm not- ill. Sometimes I have to take care of- of things or be uncomfortable. I just don't get- aroused, I guess? I don't0

Okay, would feel the desire to have sex with- with a chair?

And... the kissing was nice, last time you came over.

[codecmoment]

Then we'll do that!

[ Hal immediately flops onto his back, holding out his arms and beckoning with his hands. ]

If you feel anything press against you, don't feel like you have to do anything. Okay?

[the_archivist]

Alright.

[He gives Hal a small, grateful smile and lets himself be pulled down on top of the other man.]

[codecmoment]

Is it okay if I, ah, rub... up against you?

[ Hal puts a leg around Jon's waist, one hand in his hair to play with it. ]

[the_archivist]

Yes. Yes, that is absolutely fine.

[He nuzzles against Hal's hand when it lands in his hair.]

[codecmoment]

Okay. If you feel up to it, you can touch me. Anywhere.

[ He pulled Jonathan down to kiss him. ]

[the_archivist]

[Jon kisses back, and rests his hands against Hal's shoulders. There is something experimental about how hhe touches, trying to learn him. How he works.]

[codecmoment]

[ He's a submissive guy, and likes being held; he holds Jonathan against him, feeling his weight, and making little soft breathy noises at him. Trying to encourage him. ]

[the_archivist]

[He slides a hand into Hal's hair, teasing at the base of one of those long, incredibly soft ears, curious about the reaction that might get in this sort of situation.]

[codecmoment]

[ Hal gives a groan into his mouth, pulling back slightly to separate them; his breath is warm on the other man's lips, just looking at him momentarily before leaning back in.]

[the_archivist]

Does that feel good?

[He runs a finger along the length of his Ear, smiling a little at the reaction.]

[codecmoment]

Yeah.

[ Hal rubbed his half-hard cock up against Jonathan, smiling coyly. ]

You're doing good.

[the_archivist]

Good.

[He smiles back and then leans down to kiss Hal again, still lazily stroking one of his rabbit ears. He quite likes knowing that Hal is enjoying it.]